SEP_08_2026 - Resurgent
The cool off I mentioned a month ago has definitely started to arrive. temperatures are averaging out in the mid to upper 70’s at the highest, and we have seen dips down into the low 60’s (which for me, is perfect).
If there is anything this year alone has taught me, it is that when you realize how much you tether yourself to others because of any given reason, positive or negative, you sort of allow yourself to not be as free as you should be. that alone is enough to suffocate identity and create unseen crises. the stress of such culminated three times already this year, and I just let it go because it no longer serves a purpose but to continually poison the well.
This year’s personal growth is probably the largest growth cycle I’ve had since the 2010’s.
To boot, I have been idle on my own work to focus on other people and other clients and get things sorted out. College has taken a bit of a backseat at this time again due to a few variables. I’ve officially begun the process of moving after almost 20 years in the same place. Change is something I am less concerned about these days, so it is rather welcome.
I still am digging through a variety of information deposits online and picking up things and continually testing them alongside what I’ve learned in college. I’m starting to click into place in some capacity.
When I mentioned live streams a month ago in a prior post, those are coming back later this month I think. With the temperatures dropping during the daytime, it makes things that much easier to handle for a workload and whatnot. So if you haven’t, go and subscribe to my YouTube channel and make sure to get the notifications for it. I may not be scheduling them out. I may also restream to Twitch. not sure yet.
Where i’m at right now? I’m still happy with how far things have come. However, I’m becoming bored more often and more easily. That thing about change, will be the catalyst to having less boredom.
Also, filming a YouTube video this week to sort of explain things from the beginning up to a certain point. Maybe it’ll be informative enough.
Last item in the list: I have a writing project I’ve been working on since 2021. I intend to resume that this Fall. Whatever may come of it, shall come of it. Book(s), video game, tabletop RPG, a pitch for tv or film or whatever. If it was vivid enough to have 280 codes to identify what was going on and where, and if I have a lot of the data together in world building mode, then why not? It could also possibly become a companion idea for making new music, though with how much stuff is there, that might end up being a 3 or 4 disc undertaking at the most, and I’m not ready for that just yet.
